Diary of a Deer

Diary of a Deer

Ablution

No words for this body.

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Deer Girl
Feb 28, 2026
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a stranger used to wash my skin
soap unscented    her hands knowing 
my blue arms
the body writing itself out
my mother’s voice    gentle    over the bath
crammed with toys    warm water    a blue bucket
with holes    I’d watch the water leave
losing itself across the tiles
I was small enough
to fit    to be held    to mean something
now    my arm being…

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